elainelove.

moved, its time to start anew.

2009-08-08T19:06:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone,
i've changed my blog url.
http://melancholic-contentment.blogspot.com
but i'll still leave this blog here to rust cause it contains a lot of memories.
remember to link me up, (:
love,
elaine.

tests.

2009-08-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

i lost 5 marks for english today!
thanks to that chinese teacher who dragged my time.
if only she was not reading that damn chinese book, she would have seen me raise up my hand and not take so long to pass me a piece of foolscape!
in the end i got not enough time to do the last question! DAMN.
5 marks leh, no joke!
minus away the 5 marks, 35/40.
plus if i really make very little mistakes, i can get 30/40 which is an A1 but its impossible la!
chinese, not bad la.
first time i wrote more than one piece of paper!
then the australian math competition, don't talk about it.
after doing that paper, i feel like im the world's dumbest idiot.
WALAO, ultra difficult can?!
some questions the teacher also must think for damn long!
aiyah, forget it.
australians..
SIGH.
love,
elaine.

Lies;
i hate them.
but i hate you more.

tests, eat shit.

2009-08-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

monday, there was science test.
got it back on tuesday, must say that ms pan is really efficient.
tuesday, had math test.
don't talk about it, marks flew away.
today, science and geography quiz out of a sudden, both was open-book though.
tomorrow, chinese and english common test.
chinese is composition, DANG.
so dead.
i need to learn how to write long CHINESE compositions.
it seems like for english, i can blabber on and on but chinese, 1 and a half pages is like, the limit.
shitty.
after the two common tests, still got australian math competition!
im so dead.
im like, a complete fail in math la!
still ask me to go sit for the test.
how to represent school sia.
i should change with patrick.
stress!
(im stressed cause i hate to see math!)
i might just die.
D I E .
hai, hope everything will go perfect tomorrow, HOPE.
love,
elaine.

Leave.

H3N2.

2009-07-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

now its not only H1N1.
theres also a H3N2!
everyone please take care!
God bless,
elaine.

sick.

2009-07-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

elaine is ill ):
fever, still had shooting.
ran like shit.
did physical training too.
i'm gonna die.
hope i don't have to go to school tomorrow D:
dying,
elaine.

do you care?

cpc's anniversary.

2009-07-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

finally!
blogger is fine again.
well, not exactly, but its better.
today was the church's anniversary.
went to bukit batok with my brother alone cause my sister was sick and my mum had to stay home to take care of her.
ate a lot.
our table was the noisiest i guess.
mark was hilarious! haha.
and our table was really messy.
all the mess, who asked them to let kids be on their own?! HAHA.
sean ah, funny!
and omgosh, jerone lost 9 kg, scary!
i also want to stay in hospital!
take my blood! i wanna lose 9 kg.
went home with my brother, aunty and grandma.
stuff happened.
the end.
love,
elaine.

i was right;
remember me when it rains.

birthday celebration.

2009-07-24T21:17:00.003+08:00

whoo, just bathed. so shiok.
damn tired.
but had an ultimate great time! :D
celebrated jun ru's birthday which is supposed to be tomorrow.
asked her to come my house after npcc.
me, pearlyn, debbie and mei hui ponned shooting and came my house with gladys.
then we go buy cake & drinks! :D
afterthat ordered 2 pizzas and waiting for jun ru's arrival.
had extremeeely lots of fun!
gonna upload pictures and vids on facebook.
go see! (:
happiness,
elaine.

the best is that you'll never know.

Jerone (:

2009-07-23T16:50:00.002+08:00

Pray that Jerone will get well in no time! :D

hardwork.

2009-07-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

elaine has to be more hardwoking, 8-
she must study this weekend, must!
its a promise.
today some stuff happened that ruined my mood D:
but before that, went to pearlyn's house.
drew designs for class tee cause i didn't like the previous one.
yeah, thats about it. (spammed her convos, HAHA)
love,
elaine.

weak.

2009-07-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

ahh, im so tired.
i even fell asleep while doing math homework just now.
but i do get more sleep nowadays!
keep feeling so tired in class ):
tdy something embarrassing happened, omgosh. haha.
only gladys know then she keep laughing, lol!
bought takoyaki home after school.
decided nvr to tapao back home again.
its still nicer while its hot :/
my eyelids are so heavy now.
but i don't feel like sleeping just yet.
i need a 0.38 pen! i want the pink one.
so i can study, heehee.
science test's coming up in two days, sighs.
have to make friends with my Lithium (Li), Sodium (Na), Magnesium (Mg), Calcium (Ca) & loads more! omgosh, kill me. btw they are all metals right? heehee.
okay. (attempts suicide)
love,
elaine.

i need the strength, to carry on.

whoo, i love maths. NOT.

2009-07-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

elaine is currently doing math.
& she's dying.
TWO more questions!
(i love maths, not.)
fell down today while playing captain's ball during PE.
no blood though.
whoo, long time didn't fall down alrdy.
kinda miss the feeling.
no, i'm not saddistic.
the one slightly above my feet hurts a little though.
the skin's torn.
copied chinese homework.
didn't do art.
did within 10 seconds, got selected by teacher. LOL.
pity those who spent hours.
i did it when she stepped into the class, asking us to go to the art room. HAHA.
sad case for those people.
i pity them ):
LOL, okay.
elaine shall stop being so bad.
continue maths!
love,
elaine.

over at michelle's.

2009-07-10T21:17:00.004+08:00

went to michelle's house after school today.
omgosh, her house was really really nice.
and then the condo was only one block, damn cool la!
so much privacy.
then the pool was like, oohlala though the pool water was extremely cold.
jumped in the pool though i have no clothes, haha!
oh yah, before going to the pool, we ate the ruffles, maggie noodles & drinks that we bought from ntuc after school at j8! :D
after a short swim, cause the security guard was staring at me, i went up then i went to the gym with pearlyn.
ran 1km and then i decided to do some other stuff, heehee.
wetted the place, muahahaha!
really had a good time.
love,
elaine.

weariness is pulling me down.

tired & weary, no more please.

2009-07-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

know what?
i simply love this blogskin to the max.
(& i don't really care if you do or not, cause its my blog, right?)
(& i spent loads of time on this.)
elaine seriously needs to start studying.
her not-sleeping-in-class plan is starting to fail her.
this is a major issue, i say!
no amount of sweets can keep me awake anymore.
darilyn nvr fails to wake me up but i'll still fall asleep later on.
dang, why can't i do anything right?!
tomorrow's gonna be short & sweet, i must not fall asleep.
please, no geography/history/science/math!
i've got a feeling theres math, though.
don't ask me why i don't know what subjects there are.
i'm just not interested to know.
okay, sounds like i have no more hope.
but, i don't care man.
i'm not going to flunk my coming CA2s and thats that!
omgosh, i didn't do quiet time.
guilt.
(reminder to myself : must do quiet time tomorrow, no matter what!)
love,
elaine.

Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs, 3D.

2009-07-08T17:37:00.002+08:00

watched Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs 3D today (:
SORRY GRACE! :S
it was cool & cute, haha.
broke after topping up money in my ez-link card! D:
then had to borrow money from gladys.
haiz.
love,
elaine.

home econs.

2009-07-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

had home econs today.
cooked Steamed Tapioca Parcels, zomg.
don't ask me.
after we just cooked it, it tasted not bad la but when i just re-heated it at home just now, it was..
ummm.
errr.
HORRIBLE.
seriously.
since it was wartime food so yah, expected.
tomorrow having home econs again!
cause we changed timetable today then the timetable wrote home econs tomorrow.
haha, i swear we're gonna make something better!
hehe, i hope.
okay.
love,
elaine.

what if.

2009-07-05T21:21:00.001+08:00

what if i said,
i didn't mean anything i said anymore.

what if i said,
i never was.

boredom is killing my hand.

2009-06-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

haiz, today nth to do again.
school was damn slack.
omg, home econs, finally! :D
liked it.
haven't started cooking or anything yet la, but i know i like it! HAHA.
so sian that i started drawing again.
luckily i brought my sketch book.
drew damn a lot. they're on facebook.
(some was drawn earlier)
my hand almost broke into two pieces!
i drew so much.. pain ):
haha, a lot of free periods tdy.
thats all!
love,
elaine.

boring.

2009-06-29T18:09:00.005+08:00

bored to death today.
stoned like anything.
drew some stuff on my school diary.
from the drawings, you could tell how bored i was.
tomorrow theres home econs! woooots.
must rmb to bring sketch book, cause other than home econs, i think its gonna be boring.
oh yah, our one period changed from 40 minutes to 35 minutes, haha.
no big difference but still! :D
love,
elaine.

school's starting, again.

2009-06-28T21:22:00.003+08:00

completed my book review, woots!
left one math question.
hai, copy in school tmr i guess.
grace couldn't help me do the book review cause she lost the book ):
then turned out that carissa is going to do for me.
but she hasn't help me!
cause today after church, i went to eat directly.
then she had to go home, aww man! D:
hope she comes online then i can ask her to type out.
today during cg, jerone kept staring at all the stupid things i do!
*&^$#@! so paiseh.
once, i was pulling a string from my jacket the inside, then i kept pulling and pulling and i noticed he was staring at me, then i stuff it back in, LOL.
looked kinda, wrong.
then we burst out laughing. HAHA.
during cg leh!
still got some more embarrassing stuff la but i forgot alrdy.
LOL, okay.
thats about it!
love,
elaine.

books, 8-|

2009-06-27T12:27:00.003+08:00

ugh, elaine is being cooped up at home for the past few days cause of her english homework.
BOOKS.
you know its not my thing.
but im proud of myself, i made progress!
just hope that i do finish my book on time!
PLUS, the book review.
thanks to grace, who is helping me to do the other one, i don't have to go till the extreme of borrowing another book! wooots.
thanks grace!
love,
elaine.

awesomeness.

2009-06-22T16:29:00.003+08:00

back from YAYA camp.
omg, it rocks like srsly.
the speaker, Sarah Yang was fantastic, tgr with Wan Hsi (her best friend).
Wan Hsi doesn't speak much, Sarah is the one who can speak better but Wan Hsi really has a strong faith.
today, witnessed the angels.
omg, i felt the temperature!
but some of them saw the angels, i prayed really hard but really couldn't.
nevermind, i will start to try start my daily bread and do it daily!
one day, i will be able to see the angels.
but being able to feel it, i feel content also.
oh yah, i like the prophecy thing.
its really cool.
at first i asked God for the vision for the animal but i really couldn't see.
it changed from zebra to horse and vice versa.
but the 2nd one and the 3rd one, the vehicle & picture/scripture, i got it.
for Pamela.
cause we had to find someone we don't really know then ask God for a vision for them.
its really cool, srs.
after the prophetic worship, i felt very happy.
it was like, everyone just loosen up.
worship wasn't so, solemn anymore.
it was really, joyful :D
oh yah, the ONE night.
James won the best actress.
HAHA.
and he is also the sexiest person, you all know. LOL.
then when the phototaking tdy, everyone shout his name, ask him to go to the front to do the sexy pose in front of the cam, lmao!
oh yah, the amos and ivian, OMG.
they suddenly so wild!
when rehearsing, they nvr so wild lorh!
then they were supposed to 'pole dance' marh, then they suddenly tie their shirt to show the stomach (act sexy) just for the skit!
omg omg, and i was like, staring at them.
they tie it just in front of me.
its like, omg.
suddenly from so quiet become so wild, HAHA.
but it was a good skit though ;D
wooots to thee LALAs!
lovelovelove,
elaine (:

YAYA camp!

2009-06-19T14:12:00.001+08:00

going for YAYA camp soon!
packed, except for some stuff.
will be missing in action till monday!
pray that my nose and throat will heal in no time, so as to enjoy the camp!
AMEN :D
see ya! (:
love,
elaine.

keep walking.

2009-06-17T19:40:00.003+08:00

went on a fbt spree with grace & isabel, haha!
needed to buy my track pants for my school camp.
its a baggy piece of thing! D:
not nice leh, somemore its like, S alrdy.
spent a lot of money manzx.
bought another fbt.
went to ikea but isabel went home alrdy ):
haha, i kept forcing grace to let me take her photo with the ikea stuff, muahahaha!
uploaded on facebook alrdy :D
went to anchorpoint afterwards, since it was opposite.
haha, tired.
bye (:
elaine.

YAYA camp soon.

class gathering II.

2009-06-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

had class gathering today.
wasn't really like class gathering lorh, cause we split up to watch different movies.
then 8 of us watched drag me to hell.
first time i screamt till liddat!
haha, but its like, you watch finish then forget alrdy.
the uninvited will still like, make you think after the show.
drag me to hell is like, make you scream throughout only.
then pricilla kept telling me what would happen cause she watch before, HAHA.
then shopped around.
clarice & joey left at around 6! D:
then jolene, jazel, ai yun, pricilla & me ate dinner.
in the end only left jazel, pricilla & me.
then jazel kept asking us to go home cause she don't like to stay out late, -.- !
so in the end, we decided to go at 7.30.
i reached home at 9.10, around there.
stupid bus. haha.
cause from tampines marh.
28 somemore, haha.
alrights, hope the next gathering would be better ;D
love,
elaine.

YAY, we occupied the car lot :D (thanks to me & my wonderful brain for this idea!)

pricilla & me :D

i guess im lucky.

寂寞光年

2009-06-13T15:56:00.003+08:00

歌曲：寂寞光年
歌手：刘力扬

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

i love this song man (:
&, its my current blogsong.
you may have heard it if you watch "The Ultimatum" on Channel U :D

playmax.

2009-06-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

just bathed.
came back not long ago.
went to playmax, not bad larh.
quite fun ;D
went with grace & her best friend isabel, who is no stranger :D
enjoyed our time together.
went to shop around afterwards.
then went to orchard cause isabel wanted to go to borders to buy her book.
ate dinner.
went home at 8 plus, around 9.
isabel was so engrossed in her book (oh yah, was taking train back with her).
then i had to give up my seat, TWICE.
the first uncle didn't take the seat.
then afterwards there was an aunty.
had to give up reading my book, sighs.
i might not be able to find the day when im interested to read again.
ah well, bye (:
elaine.

trust in the Lord for He is good :D

bahh.

2009-06-10T19:22:00.007+08:00

wahahaha, my mum just sent food to me.
from the kitchen to the living room table where im using my comp.
& my sister don't have, xP (though she just called her)
and she helped me throw my kinder bueno wrapper away :D
i didn't move at all.
woah, i think its the first time she gave me food without nagging, woots! HAHA.
had to go shooting today.
went to j8 to eat lunch with suanzee, debbie, pearlyn, miki & yifang ;D
then went to the playgroud near the bbt shop to continue our truth/dare game, xD
but debbie left alrdy ):
yah, about it.
bye (:

------------------------------------------------------
你说你经历了，这叫做经历？
你根本都没有付出过，你也重来不知道，一直以来都是我默默地付出。
直到我放弃了之后，你才想要挽救。
太迟了。
应为我打算放弃了，不再在乎你所做的一切。
也不在乎如果没有人在我身旁。应为，我不再需要你了。

blah.

2009-06-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

went to the dentist today.
met my sister at j8 afterthat.
planned to watch monsters vs. aliens, 3D at first.
but found out that there wasn't the 3D one at j8.
so went to shop around and then ate at long john's silver.
walked about again & went home.
reached home at around 3 plus.
just tutored my brother, science.
haha, officially his tutor.
not bad right? [tt]
love,
elaine.

应为努力把你忘掉，心里产生了这个空虚。

barbeque :D

2009-06-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

just had barbeque over at gladys' house :D
was really fun.
tested food (DEBBIE kept asking me to!)
if i have diarrhoea, its all debbie's fault! HAHA.
loveee the food.
though im extremely bloated.
everyone got pushed down the pool eventually, HEEHEE.
fun, fun, fun! (:
then gladys' brother came.
finally pearlyn happy, HAHA.
cause got guy marh, LMAO.
jun ru must be sad that julian wasn't there, AWWW. xD
then went home without bathing cause our towels were alrdy wet with CHLORINE.
so, no point. haha!
gladys' dad didn't drive the car home so her brother couldn't drive us back to our houses.
had to take bus.
jun ru's parents actually were to drive us home but last minute, didn't.
haha, jun ru had to go home with wet clothes too.
had loads of fun.
loveee the fresh prawns! :D

think.

ZOMG, hot stuff!

2009-06-07T22:55:00.009+08:00

ZOOOMG, hot stuff hot stuff!

went to tpy interchange to see the charity show.

HOT PEOPLE I SAW :

- SHOW LUO

- DAI YANG TIAN

- JOSHUA

- YUAN SHUAI

- RUI EN

- OU XUAN

- FIONA XIE

- jeremy & li teng too, clowns! :D

&&, lots of other actors & actresses!

ZOOOMG. though im not a big fan of xiaozhu, he's damn hot in real life can?!

including daiyangtian, joshua, yuanshuai! OMG.

here are some vids :D

(HOT STUFF! :D)

(OU XUAN! :D)

(two other actresses :D)

(HOT SHOT, xiaozhu's dance :D)

and here's some blur pictures. heehee (:

xiaozhu dancing, HOT SHOT :D

rui en, blurred :D

michelle's husband :D

hot.hot.hot, HAHA.

going there wasn't in vain. but luckily i stay in tpy, HEEHEE.

hot.hot.hot :D

don't catch me cause im gone, with the wind.

2009-06-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

Love Comments

2009-06-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

Love Quotes

wedding bells are ringing :D

2009-06-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

the wedding was kinda boring today :X

but then it was a nice wedding though (:

gladys ate A LOT, HAHA.

then delayed our time for going shopping! D:<>

then she keep saying "$12 leh!"

so she kept taking the food, LMAO.

then we went to Orchard to watch movie.

watched Terminator Salvation, Debbie's mum treat us!

AHHHH, ♥♥♥! thanks, Debbie's mum! xD

i tell you arh, it totally scared the living daylights out of me.

somemore its Terminator Salvation, Digital!

the whole show is so, sudden!

thats why i don't watch action packed, not my type.

but after watching this, i felt its okay larh.

then took neoprints afterwards!

(& i swear i hate my shoes, my leg so pain! the skin seems to be ready to peel of anytime!)

btw, had a great time taking neoprints! ♥

shopped around, went to Wisma to find Debbie's brother at the nike shop.

then Debbie ask him to give me plaster! :D

cause i used three already, -.-!

then all keep coming off.

woah, the one Debbie's brother gave was really good. HAHA.

okay, here are some of the photos today!

♥♥♥.

cause you don't know.

shop till you drop!

2009-06-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

went to Orchard to buy my dress today in the morning, with my mum.
heehees, wearing it tomorrow.
then still bought another shirt.
Debbie & Jasmine waited for me for damn long, at Bugis.
went there right after i reached home.
shopped, fun (:
then took neoprints, twice.
im seriously broke, as in, really broke.
i realise i lost about $100 in my savings cause i spent too much from May till now.
see larh! so many people birthday D:
then bought shoes at Bugis Street.
we walked a lot okay? HAHA.
can't wait for tomorrow!
Ms Pan's getting married, woots! :D

dare to dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen one to touch the sky.

quiz.

2009-06-04T12:21:00.003+08:00

All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head,
And then answer the questions,
Say you're guessing if you don't know,
But at least guess on all of them.
After doing this,
tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same.
1. pearlyn
2. gladys
3. jun ru
4. grace
5. jerone
6. josiah
7. fabian
8. debbie
9. jasmine
10. jingsen
11. natalie
12. michelle
13. vonnie
14. jolene (JoHo)
15. ryan
16. jing yi
17. jazel
18. clarice
19. miki
20. fiona
21. zi ying

1. How did you meet 7 (fabian)?
in church.
2. What would you do if you and 15 (ryan) never met?
i would still be leading my life.
3. What would you do if 20 (fiona) and 1 (pearlyn) dated ?
ohmyfreakingosh, HAHA. fiona & pearlyn, sure not?!
4. have you seen 17 (jazel) cried ?
not sure leh, i've got a feeling i did.
5. Would 4 (grace) and 16 (jing yi) make a good couple ?
ERR, no.
6. Do you think 11 (natalie) is attractive ?
obviously, sexyBABE :D
7. What's 2 (gladys) favourite colour ?
HAH, easy question. GREEN.
8. When was the last time you talked to 9 (jasmine)?
face-to-face, last day of school.
online, not long ago.
9. What language does 8 (debbie) speak ?
english larh!
no no, singlish of course!
10. Who is 13 (vonnie) going out with ?
err, she's not going out with someone normal.
she's dating her computer! xD
11. Would you ever date 16 (jing yi)?
NO WAY, im not lesbian.
12. What's the best thing about 4 (grace)?
her craziness + cuteness! (x
13. What would you like to tell 10 (jingsen) right now ?
he's studying (just talked to him on msn). so, i wanna say "DON'T YOU DARE TO SLACK!"
14. What's the best thing about 20 (fiona)?
FUNNY, HAHA xD
15. Have you ever kiss 2 (gladys)?
no way, im not lesbian!
16. What's the best memory you have of 5 (jerone)?
tonnes! when he cheered me up, when he acted as noah's wife and put newspaper in his shirt & they dropped out, ROFLMAO! :D
17. When's the next time you're gonna see 12 (michelle) ?
when school re-opens!
18. How is 7 (fabian) different from 6 (josiah)?
fabian is very tall & huge, josiah is average & fabian is 17 while josiah is 16. HAHA.
19. Is 2 (gladys) pretty ?
yes, in her own way. haha (:
20. whats your impression of 15 (ryan) ?
earpiece stuck to his ears, black OP sling bag, FOREVER.
21. how did you meet 3 (jun ru) ?
first day of school when pearlyn introduced us! :D

tagged by pearlyn (:

aches.

2009-06-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

today was the last session of shooting for the week but the next week, theres still one session of shooting. sickening!
at 10th June.
then some people go and betray me then Jun Hui ask me to draw the shooting tee.
my drawing sucks lorh!
i need inspiration leh.
where got ask me draw then suddenly, "POP!" i know what to draw already?!
oh yah, just now played badminton with my brother (:
afterthat, used the computer, bathed, ate dinner & then went to play badminton with my brother again.
played with some kids also, haha.
then afterthat my sister came.
raced with my brother.
he lost :D
raced with my sister, i leg pain already cause barefooted! HAHA.
then the floor so "brick-y". LOL.
okays, bye (:

can't i lead my own life?

pinballs.

2009-06-02T17:12:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's the last day of shooting.

today, coach & abigail competed against zueol & jun hui.

guess who won?

no, not coach's group.

zueol & jun hui won.

then they had to buy big breakfast & milkshake for them, HAHA.

went to eat kfc after shooting.

coach longpang us to j8!

then we split.

10 of us went to kfc.

wah, waited for so long before there were seats.

then they keep bullying me larh, steal my handphone & wallet.

!@#$%^&*( MIKI K%^&B&%^&!

i dunno her surname, but its very long. haha!

oh yah, i love my mini bubblegum machine :

(asked my sister to buy pinballs to fill it up)

lovely right?! :D

don't understand why im tolerating all these.

lots of stuff.

2009-06-01T19:28:00.002+08:00

many things happened today but well, i don't really want to elaborate.
went to shop just now, with Gladys!
spent $30 at more than words!
buying presents & stuff.
this is crazy!
then my mum still no reaction, tsk!
HAHA.
ah well, im cross-stitching on a towel right now, for Debbie! (shhh!)
her birthday's round the corner (:
bye :D

brain's bursting.

laughing the crap out of me.

2009-05-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

went to relc for the parents' day dinner.
haha, had fun.
funny dinner.
when my sister turned, i gave keep giving her the noodles cause i was simply too full.
then i kept laughing.
then she say "how come i eat so much but my noodles keep adding?! you give me right?!"
HAHAHA.
then i went toilet 4 times okay?!
withing like, about 2 hours?
i drink one mouth of coke, they refill.
service too good already larh!
bloated like shyt!
then the speaker was really funny especially when he use dialect!
HAHA, cool day.
♥elaine.

cause i need you no more.

torturing.

2009-05-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

today was torture!
did 60 push ups during shooting.
its like, in a row cause i do finish 30, then kanna punished for another 30 again!
i knew Kelly wasn't good news!
only cause i squat down to take my card & i didn't open the safety catch, then 30!
WTH, squat down only leh!
ah well, fate.
then still have to shoot so much, DAMN tired.
2nd time shooting, shot like SHIT.
then before shooting still ran 5 rounds around netball court.
perspiration.
somemore today i didn't eat recess & lunch plus, i played volleyball!
FAINTS.
then after shooting, STILL GOT, 5 rounds around FOOTBALL field.
WAH SAI, i sweated like a pig.
seriously.
my bones are cracking, serious.
my back is hurting.
ah well, the show that our relief teacher showed us today was nice, though haven't finish watching! D:
its called Like Mike :D
tata!

ouch.

results are out.

2009-05-28T16:07:00.003+08:00

got back report book today.
results are not bad larh since i didn't listen in class & didn't bother to study too.
but overall, school was really SIAN.
but the movie Mrs Chan let us watch, Cheaper by the dozen, was nice though (:
alright, short post.
but, yah thats it.
bye (:

cause everything i said wasn't going to matter anymore.

anxieties.

2009-05-27T19:24:00.003+08:00

today, very sian.
nothing much.
the sofa in class is really comfortable to sleep on, HAHA.
if only Yu Heng didn't wake me up.
went to j8 after school.
Jun Ru & Pearlyn was meeting their friend, Zi Hui, to buy presents for their friend, Fiona.
they bought a T-Shirt.
then we went to buy Takoyaki & i bought bbt as well (:
oh yah, bought sweets from Minitoons, im afraid that i would fall asleep tomorrow :X
alright, enough of my crap.
not in an elaborating mood.
bye.

its not my fault that you broke it.

nothing-to-do day.

2009-05-26T16:25:00.002+08:00

today, nothing much leh.
then the Nicholas wink at me, omg.
thats sooo not him.
cause they were playing "truth or dare".
then they dare him to wink at me.
wth! HAHA.
then Ms Pan showed us japanese movie.
then kissing scene, the whole class go "whoooo."
LOL, what the.
then literature was next.
sian larh, was supposed to do corrections for the common test.
fell asleep after like, writing two? LOL.
i was so alive before literature can?!
then i slept until my face got mark :X
then people keep asking.
then history that time, Mr Pilo thinks that i cannot win the guys in the slapping game lorh.
then he see me play, woah.
scared. HAHA!
i must prove that girls rock!
oh yah, had fun during recess, playing badminton.
Pearlyn follow me to the hall then pangseh me with the guys lorh. !@#$%^&*
ah well, bye (:

somehow, im immune.

night at the museum.

2009-05-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

today went to watch "night in the museum 2" with Pearlyn.
Gladys actually was the one who promised me to watch it but then she realised that there was swimming & she didn't tell me until this morning.
then afterwards, she said she felt like pon-ing swimming.
then she pondered over it for like, half an hour, almost an hour but then in the end went to swimming cause she would feel very guilty, D: !
then went with Pearlyn in the end.
quite nice :D
oh yah, today i slept until so shiok, in class, but then the weather so warm.
kept perspiring.
then Ginola that stupid retard so and slam my table and wake me up.
so i made him fall off a table.
LOL.
ah well, bye (:

in the end.

cravings.

2009-05-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

thank you Fabian for the extremely late birthday present. HAHA.
no youth today ):
had fun playing the soccer table at the basement though i sweated like a pig.
heehees (:
then stayed back until quite late.
had a craving for bbt with Grace so went to Plaza Singapure to buy bbt.
then went to shop around.
went to Daiso and bought stuff!
ARGH, Daiso never fails! HAHA! :D
had loads of fun.
can't wait till next week! :P

i need to have more emotions.

rusty.

2009-05-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

dissapointed in my results ):
really, i must stop sleeping in class if i do not want to study for my exams.
well, the promise i made to myself didn't work out.
slept again today.
sickening! its such a bad habit that i can't kick.
well, had shooting today. bahhh.
before shooting, went to J8 find Gladys Wee cause she wanted to buy Geraint a birthday present but then she needed my help. haha (:
then she treat me to sweet & bubbletea! <3
then had shooting.
pt as usual.
almost died while doing push ups.
so long never do already then one shot do so much! D:
but then sit ups were alright.
then shoot.
WOAH SEH, my first card was like..
terrible, horrendous, scary!
i think only 3 got in.
cause i too long didn't shoot, become rusty.
then second time, heng.
'regained' a little of my shooting skills.
but i still hate this rifle, argh.
elaine is such a failure ):

back then, back then.

greedappointment.

2009-05-21T19:39:00.003+08:00

sleeping in class practically & not studying for common tests,
obviously, the results are D:
average.
sighs.
i think i must try not to sleep in class.
then can don't study also :D
okay! i must start to pay attention.
as in, LOADS of attention.
[i hope i can :/]
quite shiok leh tdy, sleep until got mark on my face but then horh, just that a little bit too warm, you know?
they should maybe provide me with a better sleeping environment by installing air conditioners.
:/ ah well!
buh-bye (:

greediness + disappointment = greedappointment D:

after all these.

2009-05-20T20:51:00.002+08:00

was supposed to go watch the uninvited with Pearlyn tdy.
but then couldn't find anyone else, then she didn't really want to go like, we two only cause she scared so we cancel.
then went Bugis to meet Grace.
she brought her best friend, Isabel along.
made friends (:
went to watch the uninvited!
HAHA.
lots of funny stuff happened.
and in the movie, we kept laughing when we were supposed to be like, freaked out.
cause Isabel kept whining. HAHA.
she was damn scared.
the show is really like the remake of "A tale of two sisters".
not bad though.
not too scary afterall.
after the movie, went toilet.
accidentally walked in the males' toilet! omg.
luckily i didn't like, go in cause there was a looong passageway without doors.
they really should put the 'male' sign big big.
then went to shop a while then went home.
wish i was in their school. haha.
alrights, bye (:

if only, if onlys come true.

frustration.

2009-05-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

had the booth thingy today.
shout so much in the end, only about 4 people joining as Intern.
but good though :D
then had cg lunch at the Nepalese restaurant.
then went to Pastor Edwin's house!
had much fun.
baked cookies.
played games.
haha.
bye (:

i've lost, before it has even started.

art & booths (:

2009-05-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

found out that my sister dislocated her WRIST.
she didn't cry but she cried apologising to my mum because of standing on the roller-chair -.-
tdy, i woke up at 12 +, :S
then pastor edwin msged me at about 9, asking me to go to church to do some art work.
they were setting up booths for recruiting teachers.
then i asked Grace to come along.
i did the arrow for the spin-the-wheel!
if not they would use finger. ouch.
had a lot of fun.
they ordered macs and i got the cup! :D
my hand's all blue cause of pen ink :/
but had massive fun! (=

do what you want.

hear the pin drop.

2009-05-15T17:51:00.004+08:00

its unusually quiet when i came home tdy.
found out tht my sister fell off a chair and dislocated her arm or something so she went to KK Hospital with my mum.
roller-chairs really aren't for kids.
but she's alrdy 12!
still stepping on chairs and falling off them ; im not trying to be mean.
well, peace & quiet (:
she's as tough as steel anyway!
tdy's math was easier than expected but i forgot how to square root -.-
lost 2 marks.
but i counted alrdy, i think i can only get 40/60.
did maths in 45 minutes time and there was still 45 more minutes to go, first time like that! :D
oh yah, history was before.
didn't study, bet i lost a lot of marks.
ah well, exams ~
oh yah! i went to Gladys house with Jun Ru & Pearlyn after school.
played at the baby pool with our school uniform.
Gladys was so paranoid, scared that the security guard come.
haha! then Pearlyn had to go home at about 3 cause she was going out later.\
then we went to change.
everyone took clothes from Gladys.
HAHA! wet-ness.
then it rained.
Pearlyn went back.
then Gladys, Jun Ru & I stayed at her house, eating, chatting, so fun! :D
if Pearlyn was there, wonder where the food will fly to. HAHA, xD!
came home.
bye (:

punishments.

2009-05-14T17:03:00.003+08:00

didn't post ytd :S
kept getting scolded by my geography teacher.
talk too much, nvr sit properly.
haha, scolded like siao but suprisingly i got A1 for the gfa components! (:
& ytd i was damn hyper! :D
then tdy leh, have to sit in front of the class in the middle during english cause sabo-ed.
if talk then need to sit there.
then when my turn, dunno why suddenly everyone so quiet! D<
then i sabo-ed thrice, sat there twice.
the second time sit till so long.
tried sleeping.
the first time i kept laughing cause they keep laughing! HAHA.
ah well, tmr got math & history :/
BUH-BYE :D

thanks (:

2009-05-12T18:24:00.004+08:00

thanks all my friends who up till today, still give me extremely late birthday presents, HAHA!
thanks Fiona for the card & chocolates ;
Debbie for the mug & card ;
Jasmine for the keychain & card ;
Miki for the lunch & half a lollipop ;
Wei Qiang for the eeyore!
now i've got two of the same eeyore!
thanks all! :D

love the lunch (:

thanks so much, love :D

2009-05-10T17:42:00.005+08:00

ahhh, so touched (:

didn't think tht so many people would rmb my birthday! :D

thanks :
JoHo & Jerone for the eeyore ;
Carissa for the card ;
Pearlyn & Jun Ru for the piglet cushion ;
Natalie for the m&m with the 'letter' on it ;
Grace for the bolster [with my name sewn on it] & the book [every page with a picture & bible verse, you surely took a lot of time!] ;
Gladys for the photoframe ;
James for the roses!
thank you all! LOVE :D

a million 'thank you's.

birthday :D

2009-05-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

went to eat @ chinatown.
coral village :O
okay larh.
Bella jie jie sang the birthday song DAMN loud okay?
& she was the only one singing.
so malu, heehee.
i don't dare turn my head to look at the other tables. HAHA.
everyone else clapping only & she was singing loudly. heeh!
but im touched :D
im so full :/
feel like i put on 1 kg. [oh nooo!]
ah well, bye! (:
im sooo gonna swop beds with my mum tonight.

you didn't have to take all of them by yourself.

thirteen, finally.

2009-05-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

elaine has turned 13 (:
thanks Fabian for the call, Yong Qing for the msg, James & Gladys & Grace for the msn msg :D
thanks Yong Qing especially for trying to keep awake to say "happy birthday"
thanks soooo much! (X

common test & birthday presents!

2009-05-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

today, Pearlyn, Jun Ru, Zi Ying and Gladys gave me birthday present (X
Pearlyn actually rmbed tht i said i wanted the piglet cushion then she went to buy it with Jun Ru! AHHHHH! xD
then Gladys so paranoid! she keeps thinking tht i would compare hers with others.
im so touched tht Zi Ying rmbed my birthday! :D
her letter is damn nice.
and she gave me strawberry chocolate + a 'faith' keychain! :D
Gladys gave me photoframe with the picture we took!
i have the same photoframe but its white.
the one she gave me is pink (:
oh yah! i haven't read the letter! xD
Jasmine & Debbie so sneaky, they say they'll give me my present on tuesday.
ahhh, tmr's my birthday, can't wait! :D
oh yah, common test not too tough.
the chinese i know for sure tht im gonna have 2 marks deducted.
ah well! :S
buh-bye!

laughter fills the air,

2009-05-07T15:53:00.004+08:00

woah, today damn shiok arh.
art, no lesson. so we got a free period.
then aftertht, Mrs Low came so late.
in the end she only have 15 minutes left.
we played like siao man!
during the free period, i slapped the guys like crazy.
why? cause we were playing the slapping hand game.
ELAINE ROCKS.
i felt no pain.
then some of them pain like siao :O
then go around slapping. muahahaha!
elaine rules man, who cares if im a barbarian?! xD
then during the time when Mrs Low haven't came, i kicked Joel's leg.
then he fell and was in pain but he laughed at the same time. LOL.
then all of them clap for me.
i bowed! :D
muahahaha, all you out there, better be afraid of me! (X
tmr is common test, bah.
i don't feel the tension! D:

laugh, jump, shout & make noise.

silliness & boring-ness

2009-05-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

jerone the wootz man called me in the morning for no reason again.
i was in class then Mrs Low came so early also!
then i ran all the way to the back and squatted down behind Vivien's chair just to pick it up.
class haven't started though.
then the guys at the sofa go and call "MRS LOW!"
scared the living daylights out of me! then i put down.
but you know what?!
they asked stupid questions just to scare me.
they "MRS LOW! today got math or not?"
woah seh, even Patrick also join!
he say "MRS LOW! today got school or not?!"
scare me!
i end the call twice, i think.
before i found out they didn't intend to tell Mrs Low.
scare me siol!
boring lessons all the way to 3.
ah well.
then when i came home, slept.
i actually wanted to go to popular! D:
okay, goodbye ;D

blank.

huh? its boring.

2009-05-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

actually, nth much happened tdy lorh.
OH YAH, i got A1 for my GFA component.
Gladys got one mark higher than me! 77, heeh.
my science got 1 mark higher than her.
so we're on par! HAHA.
i wonder why our marks are always the same!
&, no we didn't copy each other!
ah well, we went to sweet talk to buy bbt tdy.
thats, all?
oh yah! D&T test tdy.
we weren't informed cause the relief teacher that time didn't tell us.
so our teacher gave us 30 mins to revise.
slept throughout.
surprisingly enough, i managed to leave no blanks.
im confident i can pass!
they all study like siao and they say they don't believe i can pass cause its tough.
well, LETS SEE! :D
bye (:

boring-ness is killing me.

jumbled-up.

2009-05-04T19:28:00.005+08:00

i love my blogsong [not trying to be bhb] but, yah.
today don't have malay!
Pearlyn say one.
wonder if the news is reliable, but who cares?
i already decided to pon the last two lessons cause it really sucks.
then went Bishan swimming complex to see those people who needed to go for the modular swimming programme.
then they gangbang me sia!
push me into the baby pool.
luckily i wearing my number one tee and PE shorts only.
if i was wearing my skirt, i wonder what would have happened to my phone.
then we fooled around & then Gladys had to go swim alrdy.
waited like siao but, finally.
this time Gladys went back with us! :D
cause she move alrdy marh.
so yah, one stop after us.
okay, bye.
[wonder why nowadays my posts are so slipshot, hahs]
im flooding myself with millions of happy memories but i can't seem to get them into my head.
why is it that theres this empty feeling inside? i tried to think but i don't know why.
confusion, mixed emotions.

given up, laid down.

2009-05-03T19:44:00.008+08:00

Gladys went to church today ;D
but for youth only cause she wasn't feeling well in the morning, but im still glad she came.
for the benediction [service], instead of shaking hands, we said 'konichiwa' & 'sawadika'! HAHA.
due to swine flu you see, i know its lame. heeh.
after youth, went to a room. then Grace studied.
while me and Gladys just fooled around.
then we went to Orchard cause we wanted to see bagpacks.
then in the end, didn't really buy much stuff.
okay, i guess thats all.
my arm hurts from playing the soccer game at the bassment.
the one where you spin the thing to hit the ball to score a goal!
muscle ache.
there doesn't seem to have many things to write about nowadays.
goodbye.

now i understand & i've given up ; its not bothering me anymore, i hope.
why does there seem to be so much that i've understood & now, need to give up?
i just wanna runaway now.
i lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross.

numb-ness.

2009-05-01T16:25:00.004+08:00

Founders' day was yesterday.
loveee the chocolate truffle & mango w/ pomelo sago.
munching on hottis from 7 eleven now, heeh.
stayed over at my aunty's house after the Founders' day so couldn't use the comp.
came back at about 12 and had a haircut!
napped.
Gladys is moving to Toa Payoh today, :D
can't wait for Sunday, Gladys will be going to church! (X
goodehbye!

numb-ed.

sleeping paid off.

2009-04-29T18:39:00.003+08:00

woohoos, sleeping in class really paid off.
my total for my graded assignments [science] got A1! :D
although the REAL thing has yet to come!
common tests!
hope i can seriously pass it with flying colours.
went to Gladys' new house today.
see a while then went to the study room at her condo to do our math homework.
see questions 8, 9, 10 then sian alrdy. dozed off.
seriously, im not in the mood to do my math now!
have to hand it up tomorrow.
ask some people later, heeh.
advice to all : sleep more in class!
muahahahas! just kidding, don't follow me!
goodbye (:
[thanks people for remembering my birthday, the guys could actually remember!(:
Founder's day tomorrow, nervousness fills the air.]

thanks for the sweetest thing you've done :D

speechless.

2009-04-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

managed to not eat recess (:
Gladys came to my house after school & Pearlyn, Gladys and I went to McDonald's to eat lunch.
$5 spent, haiz.
how about Grace and Siu-Li's birthday presents?!
i must not not NOT eat tomorrow!
goodbye, people :D
oh yah, i amazingly scored pretty well for my literature!
the highest in the level so far was 15/20 and i got 13! :D
same as Gladys, heeh & i helped her find the half mark!

guess its not bothering me anymore.

no-mood-day.

2009-04-27T22:40:00.004+08:00

oh yah, kanna bullied during pe.
i really didn't had the mood today.
was lying down in the hall, on the floor.
all the girls kept pulling my shoelace out.
they even took out my shoe and tossed around.
i didn't really care, just continued laying down.
thoughts passed by, voices faded away.
just continued doing that.
the whole day, i wasn't in a mood.
thats all i have to say.

stop keeping me in suspense, please.

gone.

2009-04-27T18:53:00.002+08:00

yeepees, managed to not eat recess today.
and hey, i went through my geog notes during recess okay!
after school got Malay.
actually wanted to pon one but in the end didn't :/
before recess, played badminton with Sidhesh & Yu Heng.
then the stupid extrad-ed Ahmad come cut in thinking that he's the best.
when he's the loser.
he lost to me in 2.4km test, tsk.
elaine shall not get fussed over little kids like him.
okay, goodbye.

i guess the feeling's gone.

happy birthday, girl.

2009-04-26T19:35:00.001+08:00

wishing Gladys a very happy birthday, girl! (:
love ya tonnes.

i need motivation.

2009-04-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

went for service today.
finally, im early.
not tired today though i slept late yesterday.
stayed in church till about near 4.
then went to ang mo kio shop with Grace cause i needed to get something.
then we bought bbt, again!
this time i drank the flavour she drank ytd.
mango red tea! ahhh.
superb! *winks* (X
when going back, sang some of the christian songs that were stuck in our heads.
HAHA.
then the 'Beautiful Saviour', Grace couldn't reach.. O.O
i found out my voice has a wide range.
i normally speak very low, heeh.
theres geography test tomorrow and i can't study cause i didn't bring anything back home! :S
ELAINE SERIOUSLY NEEDS TO BANG THE WALL.
i can't concentrate in class, keep sleeping.
then now, i don't know anything in class.
i can't stand this frustration! ARGH.
i seriously need to start mugging :/
bye.

motivation, i need it.

confused.

2009-04-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

went to church today.
wasn't really late, heng!
had extended worship & they provided dinner.
didn't bring money to for the offering :S
so guilty, should i eat for the next time?
stayed in church till 7 plus, around 8.
then went to plaza singapura with Grace.
i hate today to end!
i was so happy in church.
then shopped around although i had zero dollars and zero cents in my wallet.
Grace go withdraw $20. HAHA.
then we bought bbt.
i needa remember to return her man!
studying with her tomorrow.
i seriously need to get my head into studying.
i have to stop sleeping in class.
i realised that i seriously don't know anything.
my life seems so aimless.
going to school day by day, doing nothing but sleep :/
reached home today at ten plus, hahs.
goodbye, people.

don't take your own time, it may be too late when you really want to mean it.

oink.

2009-04-25T13:33:00.001+08:00

elaine woke up at 1 today :S

balukoo!

2009-04-24T20:48:00.004+08:00

i have a big balukoo on my head cause of tht stupid big fat rifle!
!@%&$@^$#@!
reached home really late tdy.
cause after shooting went to j8 to buy bbt then go home.
when the bus coming, i realised tht i left my plastic bag which all my drama stuff [clothes] were inside.
so i took the bus and went to school.
tried to find my art file too, but to no avail.
then saw Vivien.
they just reached school after going to some campsite to learn how to build tent [girl guides].
so i thought tht i should wait for Gladys.
then we wait for Gladys tgr cause she wanted to walk to Bishan interchange tgr.
but then, we wait for soooo long then Gladys suddenly called me [finally, she saw my missed calls]
then she told me she was at the bus interchange alrdy!
haha, and this was how the story ended.
goodbye.
[& we ran around the school plus 4 times around the netball court for pt]

every step you make it to my side, i'll move a mile back.

paranoid pork.

2009-04-22T21:53:00.003+08:00

baked cookies with Pearlyn @ my house.
it tastes like subway cookies! [& i bought subway cookies home just now]
Pearlyn kept eating the icing, bahh.
okay, i need to shut up.
goodbye.

this is wearing out; fading away.
what can i do?
giving you 10 minutes.

anyone can do this.

2009-04-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

Q: If you could change your name, what would it be?
A: Bella is nice, a pity my cousin took it.

Q: Do you think you are good-looking?
A: Seriously, NO.

Q: Are you taken or single?
A: single, obviously!

Q: Are you happily taken or single?
A: wth? happily taken, i belong to eeyore!

Q: What's your favourite colour?
A: pink :D

Q: Do you think the world is round or flat?
A: round, unless i've been taught the wrong stuff.

Q: Spongebob or Patrick?
A: Spongebob.

Q: Chuckie or Tommy?
A: who the hell are they?

Q: Pooh or Eeyore? Or Baby Pooh?
A: Eeyore. like, duh!

Q: Black or white?
A: white, im not emo.

Q: Who are your best friends?
A: Gladys, Pearlyn & Jun Ru.

Q: Who is your enemy?
A: Do i really have to say? Its that piece of shyt.

Q: Who is your hero?
A: Jesus, beautiful savior.

Q: Who is the last person you saw?
A: My mother.

Q: Who was the last person who hugged?
A: Pearlyn.

Q: Who was the last person that you told I Love You?
A: Let me think, did i even say that before in the first place?! O.O

Q: Who is the person who you miss the most?
A: Its for me to know & for you to find out.

Q: What is the one thing that brightens the whole day?
A: Someone telling me that he/she misses me. THANKS JERONE.

Q: When was the last time you went on vacation?
A: Last December?

Q: Who was the last person to annoy you?
A: Abel Lim!

Q: Against or for gay marriage?
A: Please, i hate gays. Sorry, Yong Qing.

Q: Bush or Kerry?
A: Are they hot? I don't know them.

Q: Against or for abortion?
A: Against larh! Babies are so cuteee! PUH-LEASE.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I think ytd, was trying to get to sleep so i acted some fake drama by MYSELF. =="
[I know im lame]

Q: When was the last time you were absolutely postively happy?
A: Can't remember.

Q: Who was the last person you yelled at?
A: I don't yell.

Q: Do you think you are well-liked?
A: Half-half. I can really piss people off.

Q: Do you go to Talawanda?
A: Where the hell is it?!

Q: Tagg 7 friends for this quiz.
1. Gladys
2. Grace
3. Pearlyn
4. Fabian
5. Jerone
6. Miki
7. Anyone!

dash.

2009-04-21T20:02:00.002+08:00

boring lessons tdy.
had 2.4km test after school.
ran tgr with 4 classes.
one sec 2 class and three sec 1 classes.
all girls plus SOME guys.
they took the first few places i guess.
got 25th D:
my ribcage almost ripped open, like seriously.
i almost collapsed. s e r i o u s .
then went to j8 with peeps to by bbt.
left my art file @ the concourse.. sighs.
lazy to go back take larh, hope its still there tmr.
my mum bought me a jacket :D
and my dad's gone home!
freedom ONCE AGAIN.
founder's day is coming.
common tests are coming.
my birthday is coming too, can you guys rmb?!
D:
9th may horh!
buh-bye.

looked at the sky.
it helped a little, but not much.

stabs.

2009-04-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

had malay today.
Gladys had swimming. haha!
malay was boring.
then the teacher so.. !#$&^@^&*()!@#
the guy was pointing at me to sit down then the teacher go move his hand then let Julyn sit down.. D:
but neh-mind, had fun doing the 'punishment'.
walked with Pearlyn to the swimming complex to see Gladys.
it stinks.
went to j8 to buy bbt.
end of story.
goodbye.
tpy's having night markets again.
we have 2.4km test tmr, wish me good luck.

thought through, i guess its not possible.

new environment for you.

2009-04-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

brought Gladys to church today.
glad that she liked our church ;D
thanks to our hospitality! HAHA.
she dressed very formal today.
cause she was from Methodist, very solemn.
but our church is very lively (:
stuff happened but i think i dun have to elaborate.
heavy eyelids, argh.
goodbye.

im screaming, can you hear?

empty-hearted.

2009-04-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

elaine needs to get out of this place, shooting club.
i really can't stand how boring it is anymore.
one day im seriously gonna rot away in there.
spent almost the whole day at shooting stoning.
Kelly [Teddy's daughter] came today.
i rmb tht she slapped my face. yes, she did.
she slapped Debbie's face too.
although it was light, she slapped me with her slipper.
but Debbie's slap was dangerous man! with a pistol.
wonder what on earth is wrong with her.
but she was okay today larh.
must be pms.
shooting is boring me out.
went to j8 to buy bbt after shooting.
had old chang kee's chicken wing too ;D
then went to the bus interchange.
waited for the bus for years & decades & centuries & milleniums! argh.
when the bus finally came, i turned back and i was shocked to see Sean!
hope i didn't say 'hi' to the wrong person.
damn scary can?! he was behind me all the while and i didn't know.
i was like, "EH, hi!"
hahas.
elaine is rotting away.

seriously need to quit this.

slacker.

2009-04-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

went to tpy interchange with Pearlyn after school to eat lunch.
had subway meal of the day!
its some meatball subway meal.
weird right? meatball and bread.
thts what i thought too, but i decided give it a go with Pearlyn! :D
we had a fuss over what to eat but in the end, subway eat fresh! (:
loveee it!
had cucumbers and onion.
Pearlyn had lettuce.
not bad eh, the meatball subway meal.
i love subway chocolate chip cookies & the rainbow one!
finished packing my files. finally!
a load off my mind. elaine is happy ;D
okay, gooodbye!

sleeps everyday, every lesson.
new nickname : slacker.

elaineey's house.

2009-04-15T18:22:00.003+08:00

Gladys and Pearlyn just left my house.
had quite a lot of fun ;D
they ransacked my closet.. o k a y . .
then snacked a bit. heehs.
found out i've got no more snacks to treat them to.
my dad suddenly came home. hahas.
okay, i seriously needa rush my homework.
wonder what there is.
ah well, goodbye (:

listen, its not the same with you.

sleeps.

2009-04-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

today, slept throughout the whole lit lesson with Gladys.
i slept throughout the whole day actually.
boring like anything larh. [referring to the lessons today]
oh yah, our D&T, the egg experiment, our egg cracked.
hahas. cause it alrdy had a crack there. thts why.
i shouldn't have bought a new egg.
i think the results would be the same.
Niranjan didn't come tdy so for drama, one less actor.
cheeky Pearlyn, the scriptwriter, wrote one WHOLE paragraph for me to memorise! grr.
then her lines are only "errr.. okay..", keep repeating one!
okay, got new pc.
yes, my siblings finally can stop begging me to lend them my laptop.
phew, okay, goodbye ;D

saving up for you!

tagged.

2009-04-13T18:12:00.002+08:00

tagged by Wei Qiang.
Rule #1:If you open this, you take it.

Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:Tag ten people.

Answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? False.
Q: Been arrested? False.
Q: Do you like someone? True.
Q: Held a snake? True.
Q: Been suspended from school? False.
Q: Sang karaoke? True.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False.
Q: Kissed in the rain? False.
Q: Sang in the shower? True.
Q: Sat on a roof top? True.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False.
Q: Broken a bone? False.
Q: Shaved your head? False.
Q: Played a prank on someone? True.
Q: Shot a gun? True.
Q: Donated Blood? False.
Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? Gladys, Pearlyn.
2. You texted? Pearlyn.
3. You were in a car with? Not sure.
4. Went to the movies with? Pearlyn, Wei Qiang, Jing Yi, Ryan.
5. Person you went to shop with? Gladys and Pearlyn?
6. You talked on the phone?
7. Made you laugh? Either Gladys or Pearlyn.
8. You hugged? Should be Gladys.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Winter.
3. Left or Right? Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny.
5. Where do you live? Toa Payoh.
6. Club or pub? Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes.
8. Do you want to get married? Yes.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
10. What time is it? 6:46 PM.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? No.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Excel in my academics as well as my sports.
13. Do you cook? Yes.
14. Current mood? Perspiring!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? No.
2. Sang? Yes.
3. Listened to music? Yes.
4. Danced Crazy? No?
5. Cried? Yes?
6. Liked someone you can't have? Yes.

22 FIRSTS
1.Who was your first prom date? None.
2. Who was your first roommate? My sister.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Didn't get drunk before.
5. What was your first car? I don't have one and i don't like toy cars either.
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Didn't go before.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Ms Leong May Lan.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? China.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Me & my siblings.
11. Who was your first Best Friend? PRICILLA!
12. Who is your best friend? Gladys.
13. Where was your first sleepover? Some camp.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Nobody.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or Groomsman? None.
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Take my clothes.
19. First tattoo or piercing? Primary 3?
20. First celebrity crush? Can't remember.
22. First crush? Very young.

TAGGED.
1. Gladys
2. Pearlyn
3. Pricilla
4. Wei Qiang
5. Gladys Wee
6. Geraint
7. Zi Ying
8. Jasmine
9. Miki
10. Anyone who wants.

physical fitness test.

2009-04-13T17:38:00.002+08:00

got D for my sit and reach.
yes, its all my sit and reach's fault.
why wasn't i born with longer arms?
and yes, its the length of my arms thts the problem.
there goes my hopes for getting a Gold.
haiz, can't stand the way my sister excels in physical fitness.
she's bound to be a muscular woman next time, eek.
haven't done 2.4 km run yet.
hope i can get an A.
went to Pearlyn's house tdy.
then went to cycle also.
together with Gladys and Pearlyn.
i desperately need a bike.
chatted with Pearlyn's mum! (:
elaine has nothing else to say.
needa study tmr!
now i wish tht everyday was pft so, we need not study.
haiz, l i f e .
so boring. im sick of all these routines!
goodbye.

visionary.
im not real.

happy easter day!

2009-04-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

happy easter to all (:
though today's easter, nothing really peculiar happened.
had goody bags in youth, though.
stayed back in church.
went to the temporary tekka market to buy chicken rice back to church to eat.
ate with Fabian, Kevin, Jerone, Kelyn, Natalie and Grace.
hahas.
Jerone brought eggs for dunno what reason too.
stayed back in church..
they had drum practices.
went to room 3 with Grace to do homework.
gave up halfway cause my chinese can't make it without the e-dictionary. heeh.
then stayed there till about 5 pm+
okay, thts about it.
theres pft [physical fitness test] tmr.
all the best to elaine! :D

beautiful saviour.
name above every name.

fast is over!

2009-04-11T10:09:00.002+08:00

Finally.
elaine is not fasting from computer at last!
i've got lots of stuff to talk about.
i guess i forgot a lot of them.. but well!
during lower sec assembly on wednesday, Mr Low [principal] sang a chinese song for us! zoomg.
very nice leh :D
then yah, yesterday, it was fun filled!
went to escape with Gladys and Jasmine.
was supposed to meet Debbie too but then, she had to come late because of some s t u f f .
she refuses to tell us. argh.
first time i sat the go kart. so fun ;D
last time didn't take due to long queue. heeh.
luckily we went escape early.
the haunted house was scary man!
scared living daylights out of me.
then i keep staring at those things tht scared me then i say "what? want fight arh?" LOL!
i know im lame.
who ask them to scare me?! D:<
sat pirate ship a few thousand times.
oh yah, Gladys had headache twice cause once, she go eat fries and drink up all the ice lemon tea tht was supposed to be shared! then second time, dunno why. after sitting the pirate ship then she headache.
the last time we sat the pirate ship, it looked like it was about to rain.
someone asked to pause so, those unwell got off.
then we lucky leh! we sat till the highest spot alrdy then we get to sit again.
then at the second time, it really rained!
then we were all so happy larh!
our wish came true.
then we kept screaming and shouting and when it ended, we were drenched. haha!
then ran to the shelter were lots of people were.
the trip to escape was really worth it larh.
cause they had this fun meal deal.
where u pay $18 then u get a ticket, free meal from a restaurant [you can choose from] and the ferris wheel ride in E!Hub! :D
okay, back to escape.
i danced in the rain and we went to haunted house, a g a i n .
this time, im not so scared alrdy.
only a few times when something popped out from nowhere.
then we went to Gelare when the rain wasn't heavy anymore to get our free lunch ;D
had cabonara pasta. woah! ~
yum yum.
then went to take neoprints :D
the wedding one damn nice larh! it looked really like Gladys.
too bad i don't have a scanner to scan the neoprint in D:
then we went to take the ferris wheel.
camwhored inside there.
then there was one group of guys i think near 20s, at the restaurant on the third floor, they saw me and Gladys taking picture.
then they laugh and point point.
cause Gladys was doing the 'ok' sign around her eyes.
then we were so paiseh!
and THEN, there was another round.
we were like, shit shit..
then i told Gladys to just say 'hi' larh.
then she did and then hid her face [too paiseh]
then i saw them do the 'ok' sign around their eyes also. LMAO!
then the other round, they paiseh alrdy.
they cover their face with the menu. LOL.
and then, finally it stopped.
went home with Gladys and stuff happened. lazy to type out. heeh.
bye :D

blushing due to sunburn.

Tagged.

2009-04-09T13:11:00.003+08:00

1. Beside your lips, where is the favourite spot you get kissed ?
kissed?

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
recharged.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with ?
Gladys! :D

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
obviously, no!

5. Would you ever donate blood ?
its my wish to.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex ?
Damien! though its not really true.

7. Do you wan someone dead ?
nah. we should all live in peace and harmony.

8. What does your last message says ?
Happy Birthday! [don't know why is it my birthday]

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Why is it my birthday?!

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
umm.. nope.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night ?
quite early leh. don't know when.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
muahahaha, its not mine so i don't know. [stole it from my sister]

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Trying to think of one.

14. Who was the last person who texted you ?
Elias. [im still thinking why is it my birthday]

15. People Tagged to do this quiz ?
1. Gladys
2. Pearlyn
3. Jun Ru
4. Elias
5. Fabian
6. Grace
7. Wei Qiang
8. Jerone
9. Geraint
10. Joey

16. Who is 2 [Pearlyn] having relationship with ?
No one currently. heeh!

17. Is 3 [Jun Ru] a male or female ?
Female, obviously!

18. If 7 & 10 [Wei Qiang & Joey] gets together will it be a good thing?
Eew, no! young kid with his mum on the streets. [not saying u're old, Joey!]

19. What is 1 [Gladys] studying about ?
Secondary one stuff. duh!

20. Is Number 4 [Elias] Single ?
LOL. how would i know? o.O

21. Say something about number 5 [Fabian] ?
Fabian uncle!

22. What do you think about 3 [Jun Ru & Grace] being together ?
NO WAY. they don't know each other anyway.
Grace, u're christian. no ggr!

23. Describe number 9 [Geraint] .
Crazy senior. Don't be fooled by his appearance!

24. What will you do if number 6 & 7 [Grace & Wei Qiang] fight ?
It'll be cool man!

25.Do you like number 8 [Jerone] ?
Obviously, cause he like me too! :D
don't think to far, like only. not like like horh! HAHA.

run.

2009-04-05T08:36:00.001+08:00

heys.
came back from a run just now.
didn't go for service.
went to run.
only 1.6km larh. hahas!
2 rounds.
1st round, won my siblings.
2nd round, lost them. =="
i was having chest pain then they all chiong like siao sia.
hahas. but heck care larh.
okay, bye ;D
going to church later for youth (:

math sucks.

2009-04-04T11:17:00.002+08:00

math sucks.
i suck at math too.
but Mrs Low chose 10 people from our class to go to the Australian Math Competition and im one of them.
how can tht be?!
my brain is seriously gonna burst.
elaine's brain can't take this.
something just happened.
Jerone suddenly asked me whether i need help with math.
SHOCKED.
even he knows im a retard.. =="
HAIZ.
i think i need some assessment books. noooooo!
i'll post again later if anything interesting happens in my boring life.
bye!

plain and empty.

2009-04-03T14:57:00.003+08:00

tdy, nothing much went on.
usual day.
had all the four primary school subjects tdy. SIAN.
anyways, just drank the packeted campbell's soup. YUMMY :D
mush mush mushroom! mush mush mushroom! (X
then after chapel we had to stay back for another 10 minutes.
sia larh, first time the whole school so quite sia. LOL.
and, 7 ELEVEN IS OPENED! ;D
okay okay, theres nth much to write about anyway.
bye (:

feeling so restless.
i can't stand this anymore.

wormy day.

2009-04-02T18:19:00.005+08:00

today is a wormy day. hahas.
cause when Pearlyn and I were walking towards the bus stop, we saw MANY worms.
so many worms till i decided tdy was bookworm day.
didn't see many bookworms though. LOL.
Debbie said i slept all the way ever since i stepped into math class. lmao!
kinda true.
just couldn't be bothered by the world tht was revolving around me.
math test, surprisingly, i could do it in time.
slept halfway during the paper too but then didn't dare to sleep for too long because i know tht i would not be able to finish.. in the end, i did! ;D
then after doing my paper i still could lay for a while.
im feeling so restless nowadays, no strength, nothing.
anyway, after school, went to J8 with Gladys, Pearlyn and Jun Ru.
went to foodcourt at the fourth level to eat.
ate Unagi Egg Pepper Lunch! ahhhh, so nice (:
then no money sia.
Gladys worse than me. hahas.
then i bought a coke [ahhhhh] tgr with her 40 cents.
took many unglams of them! HAHA.
[evil laughter]
then went to playground.
they saw their Pei Chun friend.
then blah blah.. not really fun.
oh yah! we go play with baby. rofl.
the baby is sooo cute ;D
i have her picture. chub chubs! (X
then went basement but bbt.
strawberry italian soda as introduced by Gladys.
share all tgr. HAHA.
OH YAH, Pearlyn tell me to write this in my blog : she bought for me strepsils for my sorethroat! THANKS Pearlyn!
okay okay, stuck at math question. bahhh.
goodbye.
OH OH OH, there was a monkey in our school! so cute ;D
i think such things should happen once in a while to cheer people up! xD

elaine can't be bothered to give a damn.
im so going to flunk my math test today.

these few days.

2009-04-01T15:32:00.002+08:00

these few days it has always been so boring.
slept during math class and was awoken by the loud noice surrounding me.
wonder why my teacher doesn't care.
she should be my english teacher.
a good personality is wasted!
heng tdy english teacher nvr come.
relief teacher came. pretty and young sehs.
HAHA. then she so good.
we were really making a lot of noise can?
and we used phone.
she didn't really scold.
anyways, i needa do some drawing for my literature..
BYE.

these lines piece a picture, can you tell?

feeling random.

2009-03-31T19:06:00.002+08:00

just cycled with Pearlyn just now.
up and down, up and down, left and right, left and right.
LOL.
then sneaked to the interchange to buy milk tea. muahahaha!
oh yah, my dad's coming home on the 8th.
haiz.. HAIZ!
my freedom will then be lost.
btw, tmr's April Fool's Day & Carita's birthday! haha!
she so unlucky right? birthday on April Fool's..
okay okay, BYE.
today was a boring day filled with boring lessons..

sometimes, all you need to do is just say what you mean.

bah.

2009-03-30T15:35:00.002+08:00

haiz. went to school tdy.
my mum forced me to go then when i say tht Pearlyn was going earlier at 7.45, THEN, she say dun go larh!
woah sai, i wake up alrdy then she still haven't make up her mind then in the end i decided to go.
wasted one day!
dun have 2.4 for pe also.. HAIZ.
played stupid pickel ball.
i prefer badminton to pickel ball, seriously.
their about the same but i can tell u, badminton is much better!
argh, tmr must wake up early.. D:<
i dun want!! AHHHHH.
oh yah, i got my smart card alrdy.. [new ez-link]
it sucks can?!!
i dun rmb i looked like tht!
nooooo!
oh yah, i pon malay. muahahaha!
Pearlyn and Julyn went.
Debbie and I pon. hahas!
okay, buh-bye! ;D

i need the truth.

ill.

2009-03-29T11:55:00.003+08:00

elaine is ill.
fever, vomit, headache.
lots of things happened ytd.
don't really wish to recall, so yah..
though i wish to recover, i don't really feel like going to school.
everyday, its the same routine.
wake up at 5 + just to go to school and STUDY.
i hate studying.
argh! i just want to vent all my fustration in this post.
i can't stand studying!! D:
nvm, bye.

this aint a nice feeling.

jumpshots.

2009-03-27T20:35:00.006+08:00

JUMPSHOTS! ;D
all at j8 execpt the first one!
elaine is crazily in love with jumpshots.
zooomg. help her! xD

tried to do a split on air, LOL. [Gladys said tht her pants splited. HAHA]

KARATE, HAH!

woots! ;D

being pulled by a string! don't see me!

guniang worhzxzx! XD

i know Gladys' aiming got problem, EEEK.

flies away.

air fight! xD

thts about it! im lazy to type.

HAHA.

buh-bye ;D

gladys, i hope that you'll understand that friends give you comments out of love and not with the intention of insulting you.

please take a look at this bible verse (:

proverbs 27:5,6.

a day out.

2009-03-27T19:26:00.008+08:00

heyas ;D
just found out tht today was the excursion in the morning when Pearlyn told me.
then rushed to Cheers to buy snack.
in the end, took mrt to school (:
anyways, many stuff happened but well, here are the photos taken in the bus.
i'll post another post on the pictures in the musuem and all.
here are the pics!

teehees xD

thanks.

2009-03-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

oh yah!
i needa thank Nicholas for helping me today.
tht sickening Joel go shout to Mrs Chan tht i use my phone.
then Nicholas help me shout "no! ~"
then keep shouting in the end, Mrs Chan didn't hear and then just ask us to keep quiet.
phews.. [wipes sweat]
thanks Nicholas, though u wouldn't be reading this.

seriously, what am i thinking?

2009-03-26T17:55:00.002+08:00

just done my malay homework.
its some recording stuff larh.
at the eighth one, my recording got the blur blur sound.
gave up.
will try later though.
nothing much happened today.
im so happy that i don't have shooting the whole week.
its so relaxed larh.
ICT, loads of stuff happened. LOL.
damn funny.
kept typing on the computer.
VIDURRAA THT IDIOT TYPE ABOUT YUEN KAI AND ME.
sickening idiot!
then YU HENG TYPE ABOUT ME AND JIA FA.
then i type, "i hate the person who is looking at my screen."
then Vidurraa was reading it.
he was like, " I hate.."
then he use his hand and cover his eyes. LOL.
then i keep acting as if i accidentally type "Yu Heng loves Debbie"
i nvr look at my keyboard and screen then i type tht then i say "ACCIDENT!"
LMAO.
then after school went j8 with Pearlyn and Gladys.
met Vonnie at the interchange.
went to macs.
i ate an oreo mcflurry.
i actually wanted to come home early one lorh.
nvm.
bye (:
im still waiting for 7 eleven to open.. they are renovating it right now!

i need someone to tell me what i really am thinking.

why am i always so weary?

2009-03-25T15:59:00.002+08:00

just ate subway cookies again.
this time im so bloated.
i felt like puking.
i think i have a slight phobia alrdy.
i think i shall stop eating it.
cannot eat the same kind of food too many times.
wonder how Pearlyn tahan.
today damn sian.
wonder why im always so weary.
i slept at 11 ytd leh!
its considered quite early alrdy lorh.
haiyah. dunno larh.
during chinese i seriously wanted to sleep but then my teacher kept looking.
sickening.
forever standing beside me.
maths test postponed till next week! ;D
oh yah, for my english, damn funny.
i got peer pressure for my reflection on the ESPOIR magazine [school mag]
cause Gladys got 10/10 and got a 'well done' while Pearlyn got 9/10 and got a 'good'.
i got 10/10 but didn't get anything then they laugh! then i say okay lorh, i go ask teacher write.
and i did! HAHA.
many ppl seems to be afraid of her but im not. she not bad leh.
she keep praising me xD
i brought the red pen to her to let her write then she smile. hahas!
she say i did very well.
she say i should show my parents! :D
then i say my mum dunno how to read.
then she say nvm, ask my mum go then she want to praise me! omg!
im soooo happy larh.
no teacher praise me liddat before.
normally my teachers hate me.. =="
okay neh-mind.
saw mediacorp bus just now while in SBS with Pearlyn! ;D
im still waiting for 7 eleven to open.
my sister's having a fever. didn't go to school. so good. hahas!
bye (:

elaine hates learning new things.
elaine dislikes new.

sianzxzx.

2009-03-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

haiz. damn sian.
christopher lee was shooting outside pearlyn's house leh!
but when i came back, i missed them.
he was acting suicide.
my mum say the mediacorp crew was there looong ago.
i so unlucky.. come home then they leave alrdy.
and my mum sat the same elevator as him just now!
he and my mum alone! zooomg.
i would be like soooo nervous.
anyways, forgot tell u guys tht 7 eleven is opening at my house downstairs! OMG! xD
my mum better keep her money away. LOL!
tdy i was kinda' pissed a few times.
but heck them.
my science got 28/30! :D
i didn't study for nothing! this sense of accomplishment is so overwhelming! (X
but at first 29! then someone spot one mistake and then the whole class's marks changed.
sighs. but neh-mind! 28 is a very good start! ;D
went to j8 to eat macs after school with Gladys, Pearlyn and Jun Ru.
oh yah, checked on our plants at innofishion.
they're so cute.
another thing! i saw Kevin in school..
he's such a flirt siol! HAHA.
omg! i just saw the mediacorp crew downstairs at the playground. xD
but a pity i dun see the actors..
okay, tata! bye (:

i guess you'll never know.